I love you. I slept ok last night. I thought about you when I went to bed last night as every day and night honey.
I am so sorry for this morning honey. I donโt know if I should be happy or not. You told me that you got the response from Black Water. To me it is like you have 70% to get this job. You are going for the training and finally you will get the job. โBaghdadโ, this word just freaks me out. I know you have trained to be the place like that. But I am so nervous for you to move from where you are now to there honey. I was shocked, nervous, confused and everything when you first told me. I am sorry, I know I suppose to more support for you. I am really sorry honey.
I know there will be more money and more new experiences. And you are doing it for us. I truly understand that honey. I just couldnโt overwhelm my nervousness honey. You know how much I want you to be with me. I just hate it when you have to go to the dangerous places honey. I love you so much honey.
Thank you for talking to me more tonight honey. I feel a little bit better honey. Thank you so much.
I am trying to get use to it honey. I am trying to not be too much worried. I will be here supporting you honey. So you wonโt feel like you are alone. I donโt want you to feel like that. I love you honey. I am sorry if I made you felt like that earlier. But I didnโt mean it honey. I love you and I am here for you honey. We will make it to the day we are waiting for honey. Love you soo much.
I will try to go to bed tonight honey. I know there are many things to think about. But I donโt want to wake up late tomorrow. I will talk to you tomorrow and we will talk some more honey.
Good night and I love you all my heart honey,Your wife