I have a lot of works to do for today. I saw "Kennon" at 3.30 pm. at Sathorn Thani. We go together because I think he doesn't know how to go the the cinema ;p & he might get lost if goes alone! I took him far from his place because I want him to see outside Bangkok. Fashion Island was the place that I chose. But he said that he has been there one time with his ex-girlfriend...wowwww :). That's ok, I go to the cinema to get 4 tickets for me, my mom, my younger sister, and Kennon.
We have time before the movie starts. So, I took him to eat at Chester Grill. He talks a lot again about his life, his friends, and his girlfriendssssss. He's so fun. I'm happy to talk with him. He always make people happy and laugh. He told me about the purpose to come to Thailand. He wants to travel. He loves Thailand. He wants to meet people here and especiallly he want to meet his Thai friends. He said that he has been here last year and met with his 2 friends (Girls). After they met. Both of them liked him and want to have romantic relations with him. But he said he doesn't want relations like that. He wants to keep relation with them like friend.
From this case..I know why they like him. In my opinion, I think if anyone has chance to know him. All of you will like him because he's very kind, so funny with polite character, taking a good care people around, cute, look good, talkative - he has a lot of stories to make people laugh (as I have told before). That's why I have to remind myself all the time. "Annie, don't like him...don't like him. He just my friend. I married & I have to avoid...." And also I don't want to be disappointed like the 2 girls if I fall in love with him...
BUT!! unbelievable thing was happened!!
During watching funny movie. We all laugh - and automatically, we touched hand sometimes. I don't know how but it feel very warm! (Oh..I forgot to tell that my mom & my sister didn't see this thing. If they see I have to die ;p ) I don't know what he thinking about but I also feel good.
Then, when we finished watching movie. I drove him back to the hotel as he is my guest. We have a goodbye hug with a little kiss (only at cheeks). OMG!!! Is it normal thing to do with the foreigner or not. How???...
That's may be the beginning of us.......
As I know I should not do like this but...
THINKING ABOUT SOME WORDS "DO YOU BELIEVE IN DESTINY?"
(It can't hurt anyone) :(
Today is the day that I was to meet Annie and her family for a movie. Since I didn't know exactly where to go, I met her at a BTS stop. When I arrived, I started walking in the direction that I thought she was, but soon I got a phone call. It was Annie calling me to say turn around, I was walking the wrong way. OK, so a little embarassing, but funny, and now she knows that I can have a bad sense of direction, hihihi!
I get in her car and we start driving outside of Bangkok. I don't know where were going, but it's not what I expected. Were we going to Pattaya to see a movie?! During the ride we were laughing and joking, I was really enjoying the ride with her. Finally we reached our destination: Fantasy Island. Suddenly I started to have a flashback of a memory from my first trip to Thailand; I had been here once before! How amazing it is that she had chosen this place to take me!
We went in and went to Chester Grill, and I ordered the best drink in the world: thai tea! I actually drank 2 of them! Annie thought it was so funny, but I really liked them. : ) We were talking the whole time about each other, I loved learning more about her. The more we talked, the more I wanted to know everything about her. She also made me feel so comfortable to tell her all about myself too.
Finally her mother and sister arrived, and we went in to see the movie. It was a really funny movie, I had a good time laughing with her! I found out that she laughed at the same things I laughed at (for instance, we both love to watch cartoon movies and computer animated movies, I think they're so funny!). Sometime while we were watching the movie, our fingers accidentally touched. Well maybe it was an accident, or maybe it wasn't. But as soon as we touched, a strange feeling came over me. My body was tingling! I felt like a teenage boy who had a crush on the prettiest girl in school! I couldn't believe it, I'm not supposed to be feeling this way, but I was. For the most part of the movie, every time our hands touched, a wave of excitement went through me. I was starting to like Annie a lot more than just as a friend, and I didn't feel guilty about it.
When the movie ended, Annie drove me home. We had fun driving back, we talked a lot about the Thai and English language, and joked a lot with each other. She wanted to learn as much as I do about the other language. While we were talking about these things, she didn't know it, but I had so many questions in my head: What was she thinking about what happened in the theater? Was she feeling the same as me? Where could this possible go? I didn't have any answers to any of these. I just knew that she was becoming more special to me. Sometime in the drive, I reached down and took her hand, and she didn't say no. We were holding hands for some of the trip, and as innocently as it was, it was very comfortable to do so. Finally we had come to my home. I gave her a hug, and although I had the temptation to kiss her on her lips, I thought that would be the wrong thing, so I politely gave her a kiss on her cheek. It had been a perfect day with Annie, even though I was very confused. We had opened up a door that we didn't know what was inside, but I am willing to find out. Could this be the beginning of the rest of our lives together. . . . . ??